really. this week was definitely an all time low. seriously.
let's start with tuesday. top forty auditions. i would completely blank on the lyrics my senior year at auditions. i mean i made it through the first three years, then for some reason the last one, i blew it. cool cait.
wedesday. i was still all shitty from tuesday. i was being wicked dumb but i knew i wasnt going to get in and i felt really shitty. then i went to the big e for agawam day. and it was so freaking fun. so fun. at first. then of course. something came into the equation that got to me. really got to me. it was bad. then i got sick. then i felt better. then i felt sick again. so. it was actually a better agawam day than ive had for a while, but those little things sucked bad.
then yesterday i found out i did not make top forty. so. even if i saw it coming. it really sucked. i mean. there were A LOT of talented people at auditions, but i guess i thought she'd aleast give me some benefit of the doubt since she knows me so well and knows my voice and that i'd work really hard. whatever though.
today was crappy too. it'll be okay now though.
weekend. :)
now, i'm at alexis's watching private practice, we have rehearsal later.
i'm going to the big e tomorrow :))
today's blog was a major debbie downer day, but atleast it's out of my system.
i don't know what else to write about. college stuff is scaring me. i don't even know what to do. i have no chance anywhere besides hcc probably. even if i had the grades. i dont have the money.
hmm. i don't have a lovelife to write about. it's probably better like that.
i decided to become a vegetarian. so far so good.
show next weekend, be there or be square.
Friday, October 2, 2009
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