you're like bjork with better fashion sense.

things are good, i can not wait until our show this weekend.

that's it.

focusing on boys= so stupid.

im getting tired.

im getting tired.
physically, emotionally.
ya know.

tonight at acting i realized something.
how am i supposed to affect someone on stage, if i haven't ever been able to affect someone in real life?

i don't mean romantically, which is the obvious meaning, i mean in every way.

and honestly.
when it comes to the whole romantic side of my life.
there is none.
and i don't need anyone who doesnt want to be there.

i'm a lot stronger than i used to be.